How is your quarantine? Mine sucks

Never across my mind to complain about this quarantine life due to covid-19 pandemic cause I'm sort of enjoying this kind of *doing nothing* life. dont get me wrong, I'm not saying that I'm enjoying this pandemic, I'm just gladly doing what we've been told...to stay at home. But apparently some people really do (complain) a lot. And they are commenting on mine. My own life. My doings. Like WHY CANT U UNDERSTAND  THAT IM JUST HAPPY BEING ALONE. CANT U SEE HOW HAPPY I AM? (screams in cody)
I've been receiving negative comments during this quarantine just because i never step a feet out of my room unless it is really necessary.
Yes, from my own family (not my parents, cause they are nice).  
They were commenting about my bad skin, how much i lack of vit D and UV, (they say like they know it so much uhh), and how skinny i am. when in reality, i appear like this everyday man,  this is the most normal and usual i look, what do they expect actually? I've been this skinny since i was 6, even since the days were still normal as i spent most of my time outside. I barely gain weight cause this is how i am ever since.
As someone said that our body is something that we should never apologize for, I try so hard to keep that in mind too okay.
They be saying that throwing negative comments is a form of their concerns, but this doesnt feel right to me. I could never swallow it just like that, so i snap back, and i fight back. Never say this kind of stuff again, at least not in front of my face cause it hurts me a lot you dont even know.

P.s : this is just a temporary rage.  i will be fine and act as if nothing happened in the next day. Dont worry! I forgive.

Say HI to My Cute Bunnies

Halo online friends!
Im back and I would like to share something here cause  this has been on my draft for far too long. So,  I'm currently adopting two fat ass bunnies, and I'm here to introduce them as my new family.  (i took them on November 3, 2019). They are Yama (white) and Dea (Black). Named them after "Jamais Vu" and "Deja Vu" since they are opposite in color.  (Jamais Vu is the antonym of Deja vu).

Unlike dogs, rabbits don't know names haha,  they don't even come when i call them out.    Yama itu  yg jantan, despite warnanya putih, dan Dea itu betina nya, warnanya hitam. Dua-dua nya rakus banget kalau makan, sekarung kecil rumput dan sayuran bisa habis hanya dalam sehari ㅠ.ㅠ apalagi kalau bangun pagi mereka kaya kelaparan banget. Tapi seru banget deh nontonin mereka kalau lagi makan,  kaya ASMR bunyi "krauk krauk" gitu sambil idungnya yg terus geter geter gabisa diem.

With them being here,  they somehow turn me into a morning person, karena tiap pagi selalu kepikiran harus kasih mereka makan dulu, dan bersihin tai nya.  Padahal sebelum ada mereka,  kalo gak ada kuliah atau kegiatan apapun di pagi hari, I wouldn't even bother to wake up until it's lunch time. Karena emang males banget banget, and  sleeping to me is a good healing time. But now I find another way to heal and relieve my stress, yaitu dengan cara bermain-main sama Yama dan Dea.

Friends,  unfortunately I come here bringing along the sad news too. It's been 5 months since yama and dea live with me,  and I've been waiting long enough for them to give me new bunnies, which they already did.

(Rest in peace cute babies)

However,  I lost them this morning  (March 29, 2020). A stray cat took them away and tried to eat them. They were initially 4, my grandma said the other one is only a half body left. This breaks my heart so so bad. I'm terribly sorry that I couldn't protect them. I'm such a bad owner. Just look at them,  so cute, tiny and innocent.  I still wonder why the big rabbits weren't so defensive and couldn't protect their own children from a 'not so big' cat :(  I know it's all my fault after all. I didn't put them in a safe place.

Tapi... Lemah bgt emang emak bapaknya kelinci ni. Gabisa lawan tu kucing betina barbar satu :( Kalo diperhatiin dan dibandingin nih ya, kita tiap nyoba pegang bayi kucing aja pasti itu emaknya super protective, doi langsung ngeong, cakar. Wadaw galak bgt lah.  Apalagi induk ayam, kalo coba-coba gangguin gerombolan anak ayamnya, di taladung luh ampe bared-bared, meskipun lu gangguin juga gak sengaja, cuman lewat doang, itu bulu ayam emaknya udah ngembang, siap menyerang.  Hmmm lemah bgt ya kelinci  :((((((

From now on,  I should be more protective and extra cautious. I'm just gonna feed the parents well and wait for them to give me the next round of cute bunnies.

My Precious 10 days with Posco Beyond Global Youth Volunteer

Dylan and Cole Sprouse on The Suite Life

Hallo online friends

Who watches The Suite Life of Zack and Cody and The Suite Life on Deck in 2017? Who watches them because of Jughead Jones from Riverdale? ME. I AM. YES I DO WATCH THEM IN 2017. AND YES I DO WATCH THEM BECAUSE OF JUGHEAD JONES FROM RIVERDALE. I admitted  that I finally found those shows because of my interest for Cole Sprouse aka Jughead Jones is getting bigger. I looked up to Wikipedia and read information about him and surprisingly he and his twin brother used to be on disney and are really famous. I'm chocked. And wait a minute... Wait a minute, Cole has a twin?! This fukcing good looking guy has a twin? wondering  how does his twin look? And with no doubt! His twin is just as good looking as he is, his name is Dylan Sprouse. And Dylan is a real hot. When everyone says that Riverdale got its fame and people watch it just because of Cole Sprouse who used to be a really famous disney star in it, but hell no, I watch Riverdale because it's Riverdale, it's a great show. I didn't even know who Cole Sprouse was before Riverdale. 

Anyway I'm not going talk about Riverdale, I'm here to talk about the show that the Sprouse twins were on, The Suite Life on Deck. You all really should give a pity on my childhood because I didn't know this great sitcom. Poor me. As long as I remember, Neither "The Suite Life of Zack and Cody" nor "The Suite Life on Deck" aired in my country. I only knew these names that appeared on my TV when I was a kid, they were Pedro, Anna, Hannah Montana, and Dulce Maria (not even sure if I write her name rightly). Very disappointing that the only disney star I knew when I was a kid is Hannah Montana, but the good part is that every disney star is probably connected to each other, for instance they guest starred at each other's series.  I wish I could find this show earlier because now I'm kinda obsessed with it. A serious, cold, and strong Jughead Jones used to be a sensitive smart ass and goofball with  intelligent jokes that not everyone could laugh at because he's too smart to be around Cody Martin.  And There's Zack Martin who was portrayed by Dylan. I'm completely totally truly in love with Zack. He is not as smart as Cody but really good at sport, sometimes could be a total jerk, not sometimes because he is a jerk all the time, really good at making plans, has a lot of unexpected moves, really cute and funny without even trying to be one. I know and I'm pretty sure you all are agree that Zack and Cody are equally amazing. But there has to be one favorite, and my choice goes to Zack. I'm just so in love with his personality, even though I know and everyone knows too that he's a player. He kissed and flirted a lot of girls (before maya joined the ship), If I were one of those girls I legit would not refuse to kiss him. But when Zack cared so much about Cody's happiness and did everything for him, it makes me all emotional and I'm in tears for everytime that happened. In real life my love for the twins is equal. Both are my favorites. One of the best thing about the Sprouse twins is that the interaction they make in social media never fails me to laugh. As you can see on these following pictures :

When cole tweeted dylan to return his shirt

And Dylan replied with...

 

And this one, when a lot of Riverdale fans don't recognize him, oh my baby dyl 

Cole's hilarious comment on Dylan's girlfriend Instagram post ( ig : daynafrazer) 

 ( I actually wrote this post before they broke up but all the pictures of them being cute together are deleted, they unfollowed each other. It's kinda sad that they are no longer together because they've been dating for years and they looked so in love)

Of course there's still more but I only put the recent tweets, because I didn't notice and give a damn shit to what they were doing back then (before 2017).

Okay now back to the show, The Suite Life on Deck is an American sitcom that aired on Disney Channel from September 26, 2008 to May 6, 2011. It is a sequel/spin-off of the Disney Channel Original Series The Suite Life of Zack & Cody. The series follows twin brothers Zack and Cody Martin and hotel heiress London Tiptonin a new setting, the SS Tipton, where they attend classes at "Seven Seas High School" and meet Bailey Pickettwhile Mr. Moseby manages the ship. The ship travels around the world to nations such as Italy, France, Greece, India, Sweden and the United Kingdom where the characters experience different cultures, adventures, and situations. (Source: Wikipedia) 

Dylan and Cole on The Suite Life on Deck

Dylan and Cole recently

In conclusion, it doesn't matter since when did you become their fan or for how long you know them, as long as you support them, and appreciate what they do now, you are a great fan! 

no one should be a huge bitch just because you were there since the start. There's nothing wrong with "a new fresh fan" because I'm so so happy that I finally found this show even though it's already 6 years late. 

So, for those who just become the Sprouse twins fans, you can join me on "new fans but proud af club" . Kidding. Just welcome to the fandom! 

On my next post, I will share my favorite episodes of The Suite Life on Deck.

See you there! Bye. 

Talking About My Future

Halo online friends 

My name is Yuli if you haven't known that. When I was in middle school, I used to be passionate about Science and wanted to be a physics teacher. Because I loved physics, I could say that I was pretty good at it. But somehow when I was in high school, I found out that physics is not interesting as it used to be. My grades went down, and the only subjects I enjoyed the most were Art and English. And now I am taking English Education as my major in college. I'm studying in Sultan Ageng Tirtayasa University, the one and only state university in my town. I'm in sophomore year now. 

First of my main goal is to graduate from college as soon as possible, and get a high paying job that will not make me running out of money. The sooner I graduate the better for my family financial because my parents don't have to spend more and more money on my education. I really want to come out of college with a 3.75 GPA. I know with grades like that I am going to have a lot of options for jobs and even scholarships. Some people say GPA is not everything, I also need to have a good soft skill such as experience in organization to get an extra advantage. I would try any scholarship programs to get a master degree in overseas. I'm starting to find information about scholarships as early as possible. I don't know whether I will make it or not, but we will see. And just in case I don't  make it, I will always want to be a teacher anyway, and that is what my parents want too. I also want to work in a TV station and a big book store that sells so many imported books. I know I am supposed to be a teacher, but I take English major in the first place because I want to be a translator for movies or books. I would choose this because watching movies is something that I will always enjoy. Hopefully I will have a successful job I like, and I can live a life that I will enjoy. 

Now, I am going to talk about my lifestyle. I never have a boring life since I have a lot of friends. I could get friends from everywhere in this city, country, even world. Internet really takes a part of this and makes things a lot easier than I could imagine. I got to know them via social media. I have met some of them in a concert, in a gathering, or just simply have a video call. One of my internet friends even sent me a thing all the way from her country. Another thing about my future life is I am in high hopes I will have a good job that will get me a decent home, money to spend on concerts, or other things I would want to do to keep myself happy. I just want to keep doing this, even when I grow older and meet someone that I am going to spend the rest of my life with. But, before I can do those really fun things and have a husband, I want to make sure first that my family can get a better life, especially my parents. I know I will never thank them enough for what they have done to me, but I really hope that I will make them happy and proud of me.

Last thing about my future is what I am going to do in my spare time. My hobbies are dancing and writing. I did some dance cover... badly with my friends HAHA. Because we don't attend any school dance. There is no proper dance school either. We learned how to dance through mirrored and slow videos. By the way,  in order to develop my writing skill I already posted some stories on an internet site called wattpad. I would say I am doing better now, or at least not as lame as my first fanfiction. One last thing, I would like to have an exciting social life, and fun people to share good times with.

So that is what I want my life to be like all wrapped up, I want to reach my goals in college, live my dream lifestyle, and keep up with the hobbies I will always loved. I really hope everything turns out well.