How is your quarantine? Mine sucks

Never across my mind to complain about this quarantine life due to covid-19 pandemic cause I'm sort of enjoying this kind of *doing nothing* life. dont get me wrong, I'm not saying that I'm enjoying this pandemic, I'm just gladly doing what we've been told...to stay at home. But apparently some people really do (complain) a lot. And they are commenting on mine. My own life. My doings. Like WHY CANT U UNDERSTAND  THAT IM JUST HAPPY BEING ALONE. CANT U SEE HOW HAPPY I AM? (screams in cody)
I've been receiving negative comments during this quarantine just because i never step a feet out of my room unless it is really necessary.
Yes, from my own family (not my parents, cause they are nice).  
They were commenting about my bad skin, how much i lack of vit D and UV, (they say like they know it so much uhh), and how skinny i am. when in reality, i appear like this everyday man,  this is the most normal and usual i look, what do they expect actually? I've been this skinny since i was 6, even since the days were still normal as i spent most of my time outside. I barely gain weight cause this is how i am ever since.
As someone said that our body is something that we should never apologize for, I try so hard to keep that in mind too okay.
They be saying that throwing negative comments is a form of their concerns, but this doesnt feel right to me. I could never swallow it just like that, so i snap back, and i fight back. Never say this kind of stuff again, at least not in front of my face cause it hurts me a lot you dont even know.

P.s : this is just a temporary rage.  i will be fine and act as if nothing happened in the next day. Dont worry! I forgive.

Say HI to My Cute Bunnies

Halo online friends!
Im back and I would like to share something here cause  this has been on my draft for far too long. So,  I'm currently adopting two fat ass bunnies, and I'm here to introduce them as my new family.  (i took them on November 3, 2019). They are Yama (white) and Dea (Black). Named them after "Jamais Vu" and "Deja Vu" since they are opposite in color.  (Jamais Vu is the antonym of Deja vu).

Unlike dogs, rabbits don't know names haha,  they don't even come when i call them out.    Yama itu  yg jantan, despite warnanya putih, dan Dea itu betina nya, warnanya hitam. Dua-dua nya rakus banget kalau makan, sekarung kecil rumput dan sayuran bisa habis hanya dalam sehari ㅠ.ㅠ apalagi kalau bangun pagi mereka kaya kelaparan banget. Tapi seru banget deh nontonin mereka kalau lagi makan,  kaya ASMR bunyi "krauk krauk" gitu sambil idungnya yg terus geter geter gabisa diem.

With them being here,  they somehow turn me into a morning person, karena tiap pagi selalu kepikiran harus kasih mereka makan dulu, dan bersihin tai nya.  Padahal sebelum ada mereka,  kalo gak ada kuliah atau kegiatan apapun di pagi hari, I wouldn't even bother to wake up until it's lunch time. Karena emang males banget banget, and  sleeping to me is a good healing time. But now I find another way to heal and relieve my stress, yaitu dengan cara bermain-main sama Yama dan Dea.

Friends,  unfortunately I come here bringing along the sad news too. It's been 5 months since yama and dea live with me,  and I've been waiting long enough for them to give me new bunnies, which they already did.

(Rest in peace cute babies)

However,  I lost them this morning  (March 29, 2020). A stray cat took them away and tried to eat them. They were initially 4, my grandma said the other one is only a half body left. This breaks my heart so so bad. I'm terribly sorry that I couldn't protect them. I'm such a bad owner. Just look at them,  so cute, tiny and innocent.  I still wonder why the big rabbits weren't so defensive and couldn't protect their own children from a 'not so big' cat :(  I know it's all my fault after all. I didn't put them in a safe place.

Tapi... Lemah bgt emang emak bapaknya kelinci ni. Gabisa lawan tu kucing betina barbar satu :( Kalo diperhatiin dan dibandingin nih ya, kita tiap nyoba pegang bayi kucing aja pasti itu emaknya super protective, doi langsung ngeong, cakar. Wadaw galak bgt lah.  Apalagi induk ayam, kalo coba-coba gangguin gerombolan anak ayamnya, di taladung luh ampe bared-bared, meskipun lu gangguin juga gak sengaja, cuman lewat doang, itu bulu ayam emaknya udah ngembang, siap menyerang.  Hmmm lemah bgt ya kelinci  :((((((

From now on,  I should be more protective and extra cautious. I'm just gonna feed the parents well and wait for them to give me the next round of cute bunnies.